When you get older...

I am a 70 year old female who was diagnosed at 19 with psoriasis but I am also a diabetic. I find the 2 conditions can feed each other and also I just get so tired of them both. I live alone and find it hard to examine my scalp myself and when I go to the hairstylist they politely say that they do not see anything! Recently I had a "Britney" moment and told the stylist to shave it all off. (It is just as bad only now I am bald) I have adult children and grandchildren who I will go to see on Easter. I am super embarrassed of the whole situation and feel like not going!